dreams

i have this dream
to be a star
i wanna rise so high
you would think i could fly

but im still young
with alot of chance
my parents just laugh
instead of support

I guess im still too young
im still a little baby
so if i dont rise
i will fall... 6 feet under

not many people will notice im gone
not even 4
ive done it once
ill do it again

this time so
it touches my bone
so hard blood falls out
blood rushes out like a waterfall

but my hearts already stopped
its cold and black
it has glue in its craks
and stiky tape over the edge

my hair is always a mess and my eyes are always closed
i never show my skin and al my clothes dag
i smoke ciggarettes and i like to drink
im a flirt with the boys but a bitch to the girls
im uneven and un fair im nasty and stupid
but i live my life.. whos surprised? I AM